My trip to hell

I had a near-death experience when I was 20 years old. I was in a black tunnel all of the sudden. I said, Is this what happens when you die? I heard my voice and I then saw him(Looked like an ox) and a white background. I saw either
satan or one of his demons. I felt
nothing. No air. I wasn’t scared.
I didn’t see my hands. I didn’t see my face etc. It
was as real as you and me sitting here. He then grabbed me. Everything turned pitch black. It took a while for me to wake up. It felt like a few minutes. During that time, I heard
“Jesus loves you”. I woke up gasping for air. I believe that I am here
on this earth for a purpose. I believe that I am here to make it
better.
Edit: This happened when I was sleeping. I woke up gasping for air. I
didn’t have enough oxygen.
I was just laying on the couch at home in my dad’s trailer home. I was not in the hospital.